Wednesday, May 12, 2010

What happened to the perfect two ?

This'll be the last blogpost of my blog i guess .

I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep
Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe
But i never told you
What i should have said
No , i never told you
I just held it in
And now ,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe i still want you
And after all the things we've been through
You made it hard to see
Where i belong to
When i'm not around you
It's like i'm alone with me
I'm scare of what you'll say
So i'm hiding what i'm feeling all inside my head
I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about you .

You'll never chance upon this post i guess and hope , things between us is slowly falling apart .
Now that i've let everything out , i'm feeling relieved . If thing's don't start to get better , i don't know what i should or will do .

If only the rest of the world didn't exist . We would have the most beautiful love story .

Friday, April 16, 2010

The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you.

Been so long since I, or anyone else, last stepped foot in here, isn't it? It's been growing mushrooms so I've been asked to blog, again. Hahah.
Update: His moods have been a rollercoaster ride a few days back. (N)

But I guess he's alright now. :) He's gone to reporting and he'll be heading to Changi next, prolly to get liquor for tonight. Yes, he'll be drinking. And with who? It's gonna be with my daddy (Willyk) and co.! (N) alcohol's not good because its seductive and harmful! :S seduce you into its world & ultimately you'll get addiction = Liver or what failure. (N)

And we've an impatient boy right here! :@ I've to wait for 3 hours for his txt because he was mj-ing, and he only waited approximately an hour for me to rush home, bathe & get online. Impatient not. >: Well, I owe him 48 hours this week, and if I still didn't spare him 48 hours, it'll just keep adding up. :S:S:S

I'll be going out soon so this post is cropped short! Plus I've nothing to post about :(:(. StupiKennethTan's MM, torchlight, and hugx2 is with me. And I've to go and pass him his stupiciggie later on.
I dont like cigarettes but they love me! HAHA.

I shall sign off now, I've spent too long, trying to think of what to blog about. Anyway, I found that my brain is malfunctioning. (N) sad4me.

Each moment that I wait feels like a year, an eternity. Each moment is as slow and transparent as glass. Through each moment I can see infinite moments lined up, waiting. Why has he gone where I cannot follow?

Sunday, April 11, 2010

You are the butter to my bread, the breath to my life.

Here to update as you can see! Because obviously, someone's letting his laziness get hold of him, furthermore his blog's growing undefinable objects.

So anyway. Lately, he's been doing his usual routine: Mj, mj, mj. And of course, neglecting his phone. He's off to Terence's with Molly Moh to again, mj. Boring boring! And he downloaded Dear John today, the muvie I've been wanting to watch but, well, neglected the thought. :(

Anyway, for nth I owed him 48 hours! :S Crazy sotplug pig we have here, don't we? Anyway he's ducking happy cause his ducking iTouch is revived on thursday.

Aaah. Am so bored right nao. (And everyone is telling me how bored they're too. :S) But am forbidden to go out now by this dumbz here. :@ But since he was kind enuf ystd, I shall let this pass. Now I'm kind, aren't I? :>

I shall share a video here, it's really stupid. And anyway, I guess most people would know this video already...

The spoon killer! (Y)

I am logging off, enjoy the video, byebye people! :D

Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don’t know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings.

Monday, April 5, 2010

The thing you’re looking for is usually close to you and always has been.

I took veli long to find one pix but pls don't blame me!

KennethT's comp broke down on him, so sad. He's getting a new comp at the end of the month, I think. Hope he will change his keyboard also because alot of people not happy with his keyboard already. LOL.

So anyway, on friday he went to chalet, he went home and mj-ed with Willyk, Terence and Francis. I left halfway. And ystd he mj-ed again. With the same ppl + Weixin. And poor Kthc is sick and down with... uh, cough headache runnynose? I think. Hehe. He ate panadols but still no effect, poor thing. Mmmmmmh.

And just nao a sec 1 girl has been uhm, "entertaining" him. :O Say will chop off his hand, HAHA. Am looking forward to seeing him with no hands. (Y)

I have school tmr and am waking up earlyz so goodnighty. I shall end this post with a yummylicious piz!

Ok my dad is threatening to straight off the comp so bye :(

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Your destiny is never tied to anybody that leaves you.

It's April Fool's today! And I managed to prank afew people, but noone managed to prank Kenneth Tan and he's feeling extremely :( about it. LOL! But anw I managed to prank him last year. Woohoo!

Anyway, this weird guy here is sick and doesn't wanna go to sleep and know WHAIIIIIIIIIIIIII? Becuz he's a dumbass. :/ He sent me a super unorginal long text tday and but still managed to make me smile! :>

And the uncle him came all the way down to mama and got :@ in the end becuz his phone memory like crazzzzzzy. He wanted to send some songs from my phone but wasn't able to becuz his phone h8s him (Y) k laaaa, not to be so bad since he's currently mr sick nao.

He doesn't wna go sch tmoz and i bet it's cuz he's afraid he'll get pranked! hehe. And he just went "I not happy with you @:" , "why?" , "CAUSE HAPPY APRIL FOOL! HEHEHEHE" . Mad act cute! (N)

He shall never get his blue girlfriend back becuz I've kidnapped her and she shalll stay with meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ^^
k bai idk what to blog anymore :(

Anw happy april fools everyone! Have fun pranking pplz! :>
last but not least... i h8 kenneth tan very much :@

The years go by. The time, it does fly. Every single second is a moment in time that passes oh so quick and it seems like nothing. But when you’re looking back… Well, it amounts to everything.

Monday, March 29, 2010

If you were words on a page, you’d be what they call fine print.

I can't upload any photos, don't blame me. ):

I'm Become-A-Fan-ing on Facebook over and over again. I wonders how many pages I've joined, but it get rids of my boredom in some way or another. My brain is dying on me soon and I'm told to blog for this idiot once again. He's currently singing a love song to me that goes " I love you, You love me, We r one big family. " ♥

I cab over to his house this evening since there was a downpour. The cab fare was doubled due to the extra charges. ): Willy, Terence, Uncle, Weixin2 were playing Mahjong there and I was staring into spaces for one second, gazing at mahjong tiles for the next second, this went on and on for 3 hours, imagine that. :) Spent a long time hailing for cab while feeding mosquitoes, like kind only! :@

I feel so dumb tonight because of what Kenneth and Willy are trying to make me comprehend! Okay, fine. I'm not dumb, they're just trying to act smart. ;D

It's time for me to leave this site because it's getting late.
Goodnight and Goodbaiiiiiii ~

I'll stop loving you when diamonds never sparkle, and flowers cease to grow, when thunder doesn't echo, and rivers do not flow, when smiles are only memories, and hope is never felt, when trees no longer blossom, and the stars refuse to shine, when time has no more tomorrows, and rainbow have no hue, then I'll stop loving you.

Only I know you .Only I can see the you , you’re waiting to be.

I got told off for not blogging for myself . So here i am . And this is the end of the blog post .

Immature love says: ‘I love you because I need you.’
Mature love says: ‘I need you because I love you’